Deprivation Days


Escaping from warm sunbeams
Accompanied by sighs,
I’m seeking comfort in dreams
Deluding me with their lies.

Blinded by pure illusion,
Visioning what will never be.
Welcome, Deprivation Days,
Evoke the emptiness in me.

I’m hiding in a self-created reality,
Fleeing into my own weak embrace,
Trying to protect human vulnerability,
Waiting vainly to be given some grace.

Blinded by pure illusion,
Visioning what will never be.
Welcome, Deprivation Days,
Evoke the emptiness in me.

Reminiscence is here,
The present‘s disappeared,
Burn the past forever.
The need to get away
Fights the will to stay,
Please never say never.

Blinded by pure illusion,
Visioning what will never be.
Welcome, Deprivation Days,
Break loose the storm in me.
Dwelling in confusion,
Apathy‘s still set free,
Here you are, Deprivation Days,
Embrace the emptiness in me.

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"I long,
I still long,
I long so much away - from me - for me."

25.8.11 01:08